February 2012
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I want to be brave, but I can’t bring myself to do it. :|
This is the silliest, stupidest thing ever. I just want to hang out with you tonight…
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I had such a lovely night last night, I can’t wait for a repeat. But as for tonight, I’ll enjoy an early bedtime.
January 2012
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I’ve been going on just such a roller coaster of emotions lately. I can’t really focus on things for a long time, and my mind keeps wandering to things I really should not think or care about as much as I do! :|
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Watching Numb3rs and writing internship application essays.
Goals: Finish essays for
John Hopkins intern app Stanford intern app Motor Board Honor Society app
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I’m going back to school tomorrow - somehow the amount of stuff I have to take back doubled since I came home… :|
I don’t know how the out of staters do it…
“Today you became a yesterday, when once you were a tomorrow.”
– I Wrote This For You: The Fractals of Time Passing (via todayithought)
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I just spent the morning looking for cats/kittens to adopt…I’ve already accepted I’m going to be a crazy cat lady when I grow up, time to embrace it!! :)
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I like being alone.
-papersakura:
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being...
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December 2011
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I need to stay away from the mall and stores in general, but all these “Take an additional 50% off” sales are just so tempting. I bought a pair of cords today for $25…they were worth it, and you guessed it, 50% off. No self-control. =_=
zombielyss asked: in reference to the firefly jar; you cut open a glow stick and empty it out inside. careful, cause theres glass inside. it'll last for about an hour.
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Safe & Sound (The Hunger Games Soundtrack)-...
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Hair grows, hair grows, hair grows…
I keep going back and forth on whether or not to cut my hair shorter. Either way I need some type of hair cut…my split ends are getting out of control.
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I seriously need to stop shopping…but the sales were just so ridiculously good today. So many 50% off sales!!!! But actually I exercised a lot of self control and didn’t buy that much.
If you need any underwear, gap is having a “take an additional 50% off” sale…that means already marked down underwear…marked down again…the most expensive pair i bought...
What I've accomplished today...
- Eaten my weight in entrees and desserts and dim sum - Slept for 10 hours then took an afternoon nap - Watched Bones - Finished a puzzle with my Aunt (probably the only productive thing I have done for the day).
I think being a couch potato makes for a good day. Don’t judge.
Merry Christmas Everyone!! :)
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sexwithonedirection:
my ears just had sex
Baby...
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Pulling an all nighter?? Alright, let’s go…
But I’m going to take a 3 hour nap…does that still count as an all nighter?
A reflection.
4 months ago, I wrote myself a letter to be read again today. I posed quite a few questions to myself and asked myself to reflect on the past four months and what I have done and how I have felt. Four months ago, I was a mess. I was completely and absolutely devastated by the situation that I was thrust into. Since then, I have really gotten myself together, gotten my life in order to some extent....
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A letter to myself.
Dear Mary (on Dec 17th, 2011),
Today is August 12th, 2011. The day that Nathan left. You feel like shit right now, you can barely hold it together. The separation has really gotten to you now, but you have pulled through. You always do. How are things different now? You left on great terms, you left in love even. That’s a pretty big deal, but 4 months can change a lot. 124 days, that is a...
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Stuck in such an annoying rut, where I just am unhappy with life. Taking a break from school for the night, drinking some tea, doing some journaling and watching some quality TV makes for a good night. Tomorrow I am going to get a lot done. :)
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Procrastination Nation
1 week and 1 day of this semester left…that’s all I need to get through. Yet, I am stuck in this rut. I need to write this paper, but I can’t seem to focus on anything…what is wrong with me???
I didn’t do as well on my presentation as I hoped and that really demotivated me. I could settle, but I really need to use it to motivate me to make this paper this best thing...
I can’t let procrastination get the best of me. 10 more days of this semester…ahhh!!
I have my presentation tomorrow…I am kinda freaking out. The lecture part of my presentation is wayy too short right now, so hopefully tomorrow I can chill out and talk slower/learn to pause. Ughhhh. However, I think I am well rehearsed.
Bahhh I’m still so nervous!!!
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I’m Christian, unless you’re gay. →
The greatest spiritual leaders in history have all preached love for others as the basis for all happiness, and never did they accompany such mandates with a list of unlovable actions or deeds. They never said, love everybody except for the gays. Love everybody except for the homeless. Love everybody except for the drug users. Love everybody except for the gang members, or those covered in ink, or...
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I’ve been growing my hair out for over a year and half now…but now I really want to cut it short again. Like just above my shoulder’s short, it’s so long right now…ahhh I’m always so conflicted when it comes to this.
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Wake up to the sound of your fleeting heart Wake...
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Going to bed at 9:30
What is this?? I am going to have a productive day tomorrow though…i must have a productive day!
November 2011
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Grateful-
Appreciating that dark clouds bring a brighter spring.
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“Even after all this time,
the sun never says
to the earth,
“You owe...”
– Sufi Poem